Postcards from the Spiritual Life


These are reflections from a Hermitage with standing in the Russian Orthodox Church Outside Russia. They are not intended for parish churches but are rather snapshots of the spiritual life as the hermits understand it. They are offered in friendship to those who also strive for Christian conversion. We take to heart St. Paul's words:

      And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind,
      that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.   (Rom 2:12)

And we follow the teachings of St. John the Theologian, having little contact with the secular world, only to the extent of ministry and farm business. The hermits do not participate socially, are not registered to vote, nor does the Hermitage have radio, television, or newspapers. The few people who do visit (mostly nuns, monks, and clergy) seek peace and sanctuary from the fever of the world. The Hermitage Farm, an enclosure of eight acres, is set apart for prayer and agricultural labors. The lives of the hermits revolve around our temple, Our Lady of the Angels, where our podcasts are recorded.

Following the precedent of the pre-history Irish and Scottish saints, the Hermitage has retreated from the world. Like our forebears who eluded Roman influence, the Hermitage is situated on the edge of the earth (an island most remote from any major land mass); at the end of the day, nearly 180° from the prime meridian; and removed from the secular world by thirteen days, following the Holy Calendar of Jesus and the Apostles. Humbly following the example of our forebears, we practice monastic life, serious study, spiritual writing, and labors on a farm — all done in a desire to stay pure that we might approach the light of Christ and share it .... in our case by means of the internet.

Americans say they want life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. But without God, none of these things will be possible. Without God is only death, enslavement, and eternal regret. C. S. Lewis wrote that "Human history is the long terrible story of man trying to find something other than God which will make him happy."

We do not suggest that God penalizes us for straying from Him. His heart is only to bless. He has always already predestined all to Heaven. But He has given us the precious gift of freedom, which equates to sovereignty over our lives. We have the final say. The destinations we choose are of our own devising. Freely, we may reject Him and His marvelous world of holy life, which is the Kingdom of Heaven. Many have rejected Him. The place of willful separation from the family for which we were all born is called Hell.

What is the next thing people do when they encounter God? They seek to learn, to be guided, to compare notes. This is our ministry: to meet with these pilgrims, to offer guidance, to offer learning, and to assure them that the unbelievable things they have seen and heard are to be believed, indeed, are the only reality. This is the spirit of the "snapshots" we share. We pray they will be helpful.

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Reflections from Church Year 2023-2024



Reflection: St. Mary of Egypt Sunday
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April 21, 2024 (April 8, Holy Calendar), The Inescapable Journey

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As in all eras of human history, our own time is entranced by delusions. Perhaps the master delusion is that each person has his or her own truth and that all truths are of equal value. It is convenient for a pluralistic society to believe this. At least, it avoids arguments. But as important as manners might be, they do not take precedence over imperatives of our health and ultimate well-being.

Here on the Feast of St. Mary of Egypt, we are bound to admit that her journey is the journey all people must face. Her excesses are the same ones nearly all of our children (in the year 2024) habituate. And her awakening is certainly the same awakening we all will have (or have had).

God sees to it that none of us escapes His attention. Our lives are dramas that enact the same themes, are characterized by the same struggles, and arrive to the same climax. According to God's will, all arrive should to a good end .... though we in our perverse stubbornness may turn comedy to tragedy.

St. Mary of Egypt arrived to life-affirming comedy, fully in God's hands. But either way, comedy or tragedy, her journey is ours. It is inescapable. And no one may elude it.

Please join us as we sit upon the ground and share rueful stories of our common heritage.



Reflection: Prologue to The Ladder
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April 14, 2024 (April 1, Holy Calendar), The Ladder

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What shall we say about the ladder which dominates our culture, which controls our public values and even our laws: the ladder of descent? We are drawn to it each time we go back into the world — its television, radio, and internet. Humor at the cost of others, demonizing the other point of view, a feeling of superiority, relationships which exploit, self-promotion, association for the sake of self-advantage, and the question always, "Why can't I?!" This is drumbeat of descent.

The antidote is love, whose highest form is loving God with all of your heart and with all of your soul and with all of your mind. This is the greatest commandment because it is one which saves all. But can we truly say that this love is our single-minded devotion, that we live it every minute? Perhaps our hearts are not ready for this love, that we are not big-hearted as He is. This was Peter's fate as we take leave of him in the Gospel of St. John. He is not ready to requite the love of God.

So God enrolls us in the school of love. He has left love as the only Divine property to be found on earth. We all shall encounter love — this life-changing, soul-elevating, all-absorbing experience which endows ordinary life with the Heavenly. And our hearts will be made big. They will swell until we fear they will burst, and then they will swell further until our former life is but a speck and a whole new life has entirely replaced it. In this, we have laid down our life for our friend, died to a former life .... that God may enter in. For no love worthy of the name is a love which is not His: the love He taught us over and over again: agápe. For the object of our earthly love turns out to be the handmaid of the Lord, for God is always the subject of noble love.

Are not these the rungs of St. John's Ladder? Is this not the same transformation that he has described — from leaving our past lives behind to the attainment of beauty and serenity and union with the One Who is Love?

Read The Ladder in a new way: as the story of your own experience of love. You will only want to be seen in your best light. And soon you will become the person she (or he) cherishes and adores, and never less.



Reflection: St. John of the Ladder, Fourth Sunday in Lent
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April 14, 2024 (April 1, Holy Calendar), The Ladder

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The Fourth Sunday in Lent is St. John of the Ladder Sunday. It celebrates The Ladder of Divine Ascent. This little book about which we know little, written by a monk, about which we know still less, has guided many a soul into the Kingdom of Heaven. I will, therefore, get out of the way providing a little digest of The Ladder in hopes you will read it. It is posted on the Hermitage website.



Reflection: Prologue to Reflection on the Annunciation
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April 7, 2024 (March 25, Holy Calendar), "Full of Grace"

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The Holy Fathers of the third and fourth centuries agreed that the Bible could not be understood except that it be read simultaneously on three levels: the literal (historical), the spiritual (allegorical), and the moral (tropological). A little later Augustine insisted on a fourth level having to do with the Last Four Things (the eschatological level). If there is a conflict or an area of Scripture that seems wrong, Origen wrote, then we must understand that there is a spiritual interpretation that has escaped us. For the Scriptures are always right, and the spiritual mode of interpretation is always primary. The spiritual mode does not neglect the other modes, but is in harmony with them (though that harmony may be a Heavenly music too high for our ears). The spiritual mode is frequently the mode that unlocks the Scriptures (Lu 24:45ff).

When the Galileo affair seemed to challenge the Bible for contradicting its "laws of physics," a saying began circulating among the West's most influential bishops: "It turns out that the Bible is not about 'how the heavens go' but about 'how to go to Heaven'." That continues to be what the Bible is about: how to go to Heaven, about Uncreated Light, about union with God as Jesus and the Father are One, and about our rejection of worldly things and worldly ways that we might participate in that Light.

The literal mode of interpretation is the worldly mode: what happened in the world and in its brokenness. The spiritual mode is the Heavenly view: as God sees things, for He created the world and all its meanings. And we interpret with the Patristic principle that "Scripture glosses Scripture," for worldly analogues fall short.

We must understand that all has been done for us: the Annunciation, the Transfiguration, the miraculous healings, and the wonders, as well as the Passion and our Lord's death on a Cross. This week the Hermitage has drawn attention to the spiritual view, for we journey down the Lenten road of regret. Yes, we must be mindful of past shames, but the main thing is that our eyes be fixed ahead and above. For we are about the holy business of our theosis. He will lead us through high mountain passes, away from the world that we might breathe Heaven's air and think Heaven's thoughts .... and wonder why shameful life ever appealed to us.



Reflection: The Most Holy Annunciation of Our Lady, the Theotokos and Ever-Virgin Mary
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April 7, 2024 (March 25, Holy Calendar), "Full of Grace"

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The highest Mount of Transfiguration, which towered far above Mount Tabor or Mount Hermon, was a fifteen-year-old girl. She was meticulously prepared for this Most Holy event, first by Her saintly parents and then by years of holy living being fed by angels. Upon this High Summit did God lightly step into the lower climes and heavier air of human habitation.

And the sacred language reserved for this event, which was to open the Gates of Heaven, was επισκιάζω / episkiázo rendered as "to overshadow." Better definitions are "to envelop," "to embrace," or still better, "to envelop with light." Episkiázo is a rare verb in the Gospels, used by Luke only twice: once to describe the Annunciation (Lu 1:35) and once the Transfiguration (Lu 9:34). Matthew and Mark use the verb once each to describe the three Disciples being enveloped on the Mount of Tranfiguration. Matthew says "a cloud of light" enveloped them, in Greek a νεφέλη φωτεινὴ / nephéle photeinè. This cloud mysteriously is God, for God's appearance is from within the same cloud.

The only reference point outside of the Annunciation for this "enveloping with light" is the Transfiguration. And the only reference point outside of the Transfiguration is the Annunciation. In the Gospels they are set apart as a sacred pair. They are moments where the veil between the Divine and the earthly disappears.

And they point directly to each of us. We are announced as the Created Image of the Visible Image of the Invisible God. We are destined to be transfigured into our true selves, which we were at birth. Indeed, each of our lives is a drama revealing the same theme: rejection of the culture of death, whose bitterness most of us taste, and a triumphant embrace of God's marvelous Kingdom of Light. We stand at the crossroads where a fifteen-year-old girl stood. And our choice must be "Yes" — the path which leads to God's eternal "Yes."



Reflection: St. Gregory Palamas
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March 31, 2024 (March 18, Holy Calendar), Uncreated Light

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Do you remember first encountering the phrase Uncreated Light? I do. I could not grasp any part of it. Anything Uncreated was beyond the powers of the my mind. How could the Uncreated be apprehended in the midst of the Creation? Then I realized that from the time I could read I said every week in church, "begotten, not made, of one substance with the Father, by Whom all things were made." The Lord Jesus was "Uncreated" in His Divine Person. And from this fact, I came to realize, that the whole world is divided into two realms: the material world or the Divine order, the seculum or the Kingdom of Heaven, worldlings or the people of God, the consumerist food chain or the Church.

The confusing part comes from God having made everything "and without Him was not any thing made that was made" (Jn 1:3). Everything is endued in some mysterious way with His essence. Yet, there is God or everything that is not God. God the Creator is being. His creatures merely have being.

Nonetheless, God condescends to interact with His Creation through His Divine Energies. But on a separate, transcendent plane, in an overwhelming gift of Self-sacrificing Love, God has opened Himself to union with His human creatures, that they may participate even in His Inner Life, through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Another way to say this is that we may interact with the material world, mastering facts, and ordering taxonomies. And we may do all this irrespective of morality or of the state of our souls. Indeed, we may reject the categories soul or morals in our own ordering of knowledge.

Participating in God's Inner Life is different. Only a sanctified person may aspire to that. Morals are primary in this aspiration as is the state of the soul. Holy Orthodoxy teaches that this is the purpose of life — called theosis. We may follow Jesus, mindful of the imperative of personal holiness, and become God's friends. Or we may immerse ourselves in worldly life, entering a trance that alienates us from the God, Who has surrounded us with His Divine Energies from birth. It all depends on the Light you see things in.

Here on St. Gregory Palamas Day, we give thanks for the magnificent gift of God, even the gift of this Own Nature, which we call Uncreated Light.



Reflection: Triumph of Orthodoxy
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March 24, 2024 (March 11, Holy Calendar), "You Are the King of Israel"

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As we celebrate the iconic Image of the earthly Image of the inscrutable God, we are compelled to admit that we have got some basic things wrong. This was inevitable given the chaos around our earliest traditions. Claiming to battle idolatry, the iconoclast kings of Judah had destroyed many of the sacred images of the Patriarchs — the many scattered altars, the sacred groves, the high places, the sacred pillars, even the most holy and ancient Temple built on Mount Moriah (later called Mount Gerizim). This true expression of the Fathers' faith pointed an accusing finger at Judean innovations on Mount Zion. Revising the Scriptures, they rewrote salvation history and represented novel rituals as being ancient.

Then with the destruction of Judah in 70 A.D., we were left with archeological layers upon layers of confusion. So we assumed the Rabbinic Judaism which survived this cataclysm was also our own tradition. How ironic, that early Christians would turn to the very people who had explicitly rejected their Way and had murdered the Only-begotten Son and Heir.

Meantime, during the 1950s a window near the Dead Sea opened onto a first-century lifeworld which was not Jewish, but rather Hebrew, which descended from the tradition of Abraham and the Patriarchs. Our soundest and most respected scholars have been piecing together tens of thousands of scraps of papyrus. They have been sifting through tens of thousands of pieces of clay. Slowly but surely they have been building up a picture which is very different from the one that has dominated for at least seventeen hundred years.

Their picture makes more sense. Why should the Jews have killed a wonderworker and teacher? Why should the Apostles, especially St. John the Theologian, have despised the Jews declaring their religious observances to be alien? Why should a first-century sect, the Ebionites, have remembered Jesus as one who sought to abolish blood sacrifice, the central ritual of Judah-ism? Why should Jesus have mocked the priests and the Levites associated with the Zion temple? Why should He have fiercely attacked men selling sacrificial animals in the temple?

The list of questions goes on and on pointing away from the image of Jesus the Jew. Rather it points to Him as a true Son of Abraham and a champion of the religion of the Patriarchs.

So let us clean the old icons with care and treasure the images beneath. The soot of wrong conclusion is stubborn and thick. And those who worship the soot are many. The work is perilous and painstaking, therefore. But the vocation we are about is undoubtedly holy.



Reflection: Forgiveness Sunday
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March 17, 2024 (March 4, Holy Calendar), "Kingdom Come"

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What does it mean for God to meet with His people? It is not something to be taken lightly. Many of us are unprepared to receive our God and King. The Hebrew Prophets had a phrase for this meeting: the Day of the Lord. "Woe to you who desire the day of the Lord!" warns Amos. "For what good is the day of the Lord to you? / It will be darkness, and not light" (Amos 5:18).

I began my ministry thirty-three years as an invited preacher to nine area churches. I recall asking from the pulpit, "The Day of the Lord? The Day of the Lord came approximately two thousand years ago. And it turned out to be, not a day or darkness and destruction, but Christmas! We received not a judgment, but a gift: the meek and mild Jesus."

Later, when I went to seminary, studying under rigorous and celebrated Roman Catholic faculty, I read the Bible more carefully and in its original language. I looked in vain for the meek and mild Jesus. I simply could not find Him. Instead, I found a Teacher Who brought not peace but a sword, who spread fire on the earth, and who enjoined us to pick up our crosses and become like Him. I met older priests who had attempted to live Gospel life with exactitude but found that they could not .... lest they be crushed.

The Day of Lord: it is a meeting with catastrophe and the everlasting desire of the hills. It is a fire and a crisis and when the smoke clears, a new kind of life: the Kingdom of Heaven. Both are present. Indeed, one cannot exist without the other, for this world is out-of-joint and out-of-square and must inevitably meet with the supernal and the perfect. Something has to give.

Please join us as we explore these two worlds and the difficult place where they meet. It is an invitation to life, only the life that God could give.



Pantocrator

Reflection: Last Judgment Sunday
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March 10, 2024 (February 26, Holy Calendar), "With the Eyes of God"

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Under God's skies is a world filled with light. But in our much-vaunted freedom we choose for shackles and chains and to dwell in darkness. Once that darkness takes hold, we scarcely know which way to turn. And when the constellation of Libra rises suddenly in eastern sky, and judgment comes upon us in our confusion, the demons will have won: darkness unto darkness, confusion unto confusion. Checkmate.

Yet God has set an escape route within us. This path to safety has been famously trod — by Zacchaeus, by the Contrite Publican, by the Prodigal Son, by St. Mary of Egypt. It opens at the words said in humility and brokenness, "Have mercy on me, O God .... I have erred, and my sin is ever before me."

We must break through from the darkness and truly own what we have done. Longtime shames and secrets must be driven out into the light. Like the woman who burst into the home of Simon the Leper, we must break open the alabater vessel of spikenard and let our tears fall. For being made clean and absolved from all our sins will release such a holy fragrance as will make the angels rejoice (Lu 15:10).



Prodigal Son

Reflection: Sunday of the Prodigal Son
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March 3, 2024 (February 19, Holy Calendar), "Transformed, Part Two"

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From Zacchaeus to the Contrite Publican to the Prodigal Son to the Apostles to countless disciples then and now, "the Way" is the story of transformation. This is not a transformation in the sense of a new hair style but a wholesale renovation of heart and soul and mind and all. "We have left all" (Mt 19:27), Peter says to the Master. And this is His way and life and truth. He is the sign of contradiction, Simeon prophesied (Lu 2:34). His is not a baptism of water but of fire, of radical change root and branch. "I came to send fire on the earth .... and division," He says (Lu 12:49-50). To encounter Him is to enter the crucible, where high temperatures are required to divide the pure from the impure. He the Pure One in Whose blinding radiance the truth will out and from Whom no secrets are hid.

Christian conversion can never be half way, and no one can do it for you, not even Him. So burn your whole world down, and count it not loss, but life and eternal life.

Follow Zacchaeus and the Publican and Prodigal Son, for theirs is the path of shattered dreams .... which turned out to be illusion. With them breathe the clear air of the new life. Only by entering the fire can you burn off the tissues of lies that have held you captive for so long. Break the spell. And put on the robe and the ring. The fatted calf will be prepared and the table has been set for the blessed.



Publican & Pharisee

Reflection: Sunday of the Pharisee and the Publican
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February 25, 2024 (February 12, Holy Calendar), "Transformed, Part One"

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The Pharisee and the Publican — they are a "set piece" in Scripture, what used to be called a "chestnut." The Pharisee is vain and proud. The Publican is contrite and humble. They are universals in that sense, even archetypes in the human psyche.

To understand these figures fully, though, we must break them out of their confining chestnut. This parable appears among three passages that are to be taken together including as part of meditation on delusion including the parable of Persistent Widow and the story of the Wealthy, Young Ruler.

As non-Judean Northerners, Jesus and His Disciples (excepting Judas Iscariot) would have seen the Pharisee and the Publican as two sides of the same coin — each representing a foreign power presently controlling Judah: the Pharisee representing the Temple authority and the Publican representing the Roman authority. (We must remember that before the Maccabean revolt, Judeans, with their Babylonian language and Babylonian religion, were deemed intruders in the wider Levant.)

The most important fact about the Pharisee and Publican, as Jesus' sees it, is that they both have been lost in a dreamworld. They both have been separated from God on account of fantasy. Jesus leaves no doubt of this as He concludes His excursis on the commandments by quoting the Babylonian Talmud from the section on fantasy.

Join us as we explore this fascinating and strange "country," for we shall find that it opens onto 21st-century America — that marvel of fantasies within fantasies, the land where anything is possible. And we will find that the Pharisee and the Publican are not so very far away.



Zacchaeus

Reflection: 37th Sunday After Pentecost
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February 18, 2024 (February 5, Holy Calendar), "Today Salvation Has Come"

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We have reflected in the past on St. Luke as an icon writer. We believe the Evangelist to be the Father of Holy Icons. And I have proposed that his narrative art suggests that this is so, for we see the same techniques in both. The so-called Lucan canticles are all instances of the principal figure being depicted in a stylized, even other-worldly, fashion while the surrounding details are diminished and pushed to the edges. Once we are made aware of it, we say that this technique is classically Lucan, not to be found in the other Gospels.

The scene before us today, ironically, has become so familiar as to render it unrecognizable. Zacchaeus is a dear figure from the Gospels, appearing in every Sunday school classroom (especially the Kindergarten area) and apt to put a smile on many a child's face. The figure of Zacchaeus "speaks to" children especially, and they "understand" him. Certainly, Jesus understands Him, and in this understanding, a fellowship forms around Zacchaeus, the Lord Jesus, and children everywhere.

The scene taken in its historical context, however, is outlandish. We behold a distinguished member of the Societas publicanorum, of the Equestrian class, shedding his dignity, dropping all decorum, and climbing a high tree! Even the name Zacchaeus pulls us up short. There is no room in the Greek language for it. It was a Hebrew epithet reserved for little boys meaning "innocent or pure one." No Chief Publican would have been called "Zacchaeus."

Yet, if we view it as an icon, it begins to come into focus. And the stylized features, so out of place in a historical narrative, are precisely the stuff of icon writing.

Let us read the "Zacchaeus lesson" with new eyes and appreciate the skill of St. Luke's hands.



St Simeon

Reflection: Meeting of Our Lord God and Saviour Jesus Christ
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February 15 (Febuary 2, Holy Calendar), "Sign of Contradiction"

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The character of a profound soul is silence. The speech of the great ones is marked by few words. The revered prophet St. Simeon was trenchant. He comprehended the little life in his arms with a single word:

          αντιλεγόμενον / anti — legomonon /   contra — dict

This Christ Child will be the the Sign of Contradiction: the One Whom the world will contradict. But to contradict God is to stand in the place of Divine Judgment and Final Contradition.

Nothing more nor less might sum up the Advent of Jesus into the world. The place where we meet Him is always already the place of judgment. And our answer to His master question,

          "Who do you say that I AM?"

will settle the matter of our eternal destinations.

Please join the Hermitage as we venture out to the Temple to meet the Lord. It will be the turning point of our lives and always already the crossroads of human history.



Phoenician Art

Reflection: 36th Sunday After Pentecost
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February 11, 2024 (January 29, Holy Calendar), "Not of this Fold"

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Jesus has led His disciples far beyond the comfort zone of devout Hebrew men. For Tyre and Sidon were seaport cities of a maritime empire. Ships would have been departing and arriving from ports in Africa, Iberia, Gaul, Rome, and Greek islands. Here, distilled in a heady brew, was "the World." Following twenty, tiresome verses in St. Matthew's Gospel arguing for the worship of customs, here is refreshing sea air.

These people are unlike Judeans. They are inevitably seekers — seeking in many lands from across the known world. They are open, ready to hear, for their travels have taught them that the unexpected is to be found around the next corner.

Jesus' reputation has preceded Him, and a Canaanite woman approaches. She is humble, open, and ready to be surprised by the yet-to-be-known. In this, we can say that she has "a heart after God's." And she finds God's favor. For in the marketplaces of the strange world, God has acted.

He has come to announce the Kingdom as He must wherever He goes. All will be asked to drop whatever they are doing. All will be enjoined to burn down their whole world. All will be directed away from their personal Babylon into a desert that cleanses. They will be guided always upward .... towards angels and eventually to their own Oaks of Mamre.

It is a primordial religion breathed by God into the DNA of Creation. It is the only path that God has ordained, which has never varied. This road, rising ever upward, suddenly passes at the end into a most sacred space, where you join Angels and Archangels, and all the Company of Heaven who forevermore praise and laud His Most Glorious Name:

Holy, holy, holy, Lord God of Sabaoth.
Heaven and earth are full of Thy Glory
Hosannah in the Highest.   (Isa 6:3)



Christ the King

Reflection: 35th Sunday After Pentecost
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February 4, 2024 (January 29, Holy Calendar), "King of Kings"

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      So Jesus stood still and commanded him to be brought to Him. (Lu 18:40)

He is the Creator-God, the Great Emperor, the Law-giver, our Judge and Court of Last Appeal, the Beginning and the End.

Among the earliest icons of Jesus is as the Pantocrator, the Ruler of All. This mid-sixth-century icon from Saint Catherine's Monastery, Sinai, depicts a Regal Figure Who, on His right, bestows mercy, and, on His left, holds the Book of Life, and scrutizes in judgment. Both are present, for He is the King — in Him alone is blessing, and He alones renders judgment which is final.

He is addressed or referred to as Kúrios 653 times in the New Testament, meaning King, Lord — the same word that is used in the LXX to refer to YHWH.

To appear in our midst, to empty Himself of His Empyreal glory, to put on human clothes of flesh and blood, is an act of condescension too great to comprehend with our impoverished organs of perception.

We must not in our zeal or ignorance rush forward to embrace Him as our familiar or in any way approach Him without due reverence. He is not our chum, our fellow, our pal. His is a Dignity far above any we shall ever behold on earth. Encountering Him, our first emotion will undoubtedly be awe.

At the Name of Jesus let every knee bow, and let Heaven and nature be still. His is the breath that created worlds. Yet, He stoops. He takes note. He attends the human creatures He mysteriously loves so well.



Wealthy Young Ruler

Reflection: 34th Sunday After Pentecost
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January 28, 2024 (January 15, Holy Calendar), "You Have Heard That It Was Said"

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How appropriate that the young ruler of our Gospel lesson is a priest, for his basic disposition toward God is one of propitiatory sacrifice: this-for-that salvation. But this is not Christianity. It was not the Hebrew religion of Abraham, and it is not our religion today.

Do we realize the breathtaking gravity of Jesus declaring only two commandments where there had been 613? In effect, He dismisses them has inadequate. In spirit, He takes a page from Trito-Isaiah:

For thus says the High and Lofty One
Who inhabits eternity, Whose Name is Holy:
"I dwell in the high and holy place,
With him who has a contrite and humble spirit,
To revive the spirit of the humble,
And to revive the heart of the contrite ones."   (Isa 57:15)

To love God is to have a broken heart (Ps 34/33:15) — broken from the disconsolate regret of the contrite publican (Ps 51/52:17) or burst open because the love of God has stretched your heart beyond capacity.

How offensive to Heaven, therefore, that a checklist could possibly stand in for such a love as this. Yet the West has gilded the lily of propitiatory sacrifice with the idea that the death of Jesus will stand in as a this-for-that swap for our salvation. There is nothing we can do in the cause for our salvation, we are told. But Jesus will secure this swap with His death.

We are not saved by Jesus' death. The Fathers (Origen and Athanasius among them) have said that Jesus did not have to go to the cross to effect our salvation. We are saved by His ransom (Mt 20:28, Mk 10:45, 1 Tim 2:6): by His loyal faith, by His love. It is the quality and character of Jesus life that has saved us. Christianity consists in imitating this life. And the formal name for that all-important journey is theosis.

He may very well ask you to burn down your whole world. If He does, then know this: the Heavens have opened to you, angels ascend and descend upon you, and you have been invited to "dwell in the high and holy place."



Magi w Angels

Reflection: 33rd Sunday After Pentecost
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January 21, 2024 (January 8, Holy Calendar), The Kingdom of God

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      Wicked tenants have siezed the Vineyard — the Vineyard on Mt. Gerizim, the Vineyard on Mt. Zion. They have aspired to murder the Heir and to make it their own.

      "Therefore, when the Owner of the Vineyard comes,
      what will he do to those vinedressers?"

      They said to Him, "He will destroy those wicked men miserably,
      and lease His Vineyard to other vinedressers who will
      render to him the fruits in their seasons."
      Jesus said to them,  "Have you never read in the Scriptures:

          'The stone which the builders rejected
          Has become the chief cornerstone.
          This was the Lord's doing,
          And it is marvelous in our eyes'?

      "Therefore I say to you, the Kingdom of God will be taken from you." (Mt 21:40-43)

Herod strikes out blindly at combatants who are not visible to him. They are barely visible to "the star-led wizards" who discern their direction and guiding. The air is thick with angels — a celestial retinue attending their King.

The Kingdom is at hand. It is the only Kingdom. Against its might, enemies strive in vain. As the Jews unwittingly tell Pilate, it proposes to be something greater than Caesar.

"The people who sat in darkness have seen a great light ...."     Let us receive our only King.



Theophany

Reflection: Holy Theophany our Lord, God, and Savior Jesus Christ
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January 19, 2024 (January 6, Holy Calendar), The Foundations of the World"

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Unfolding before us at the scene of the Lord's Baptism is a most ancient story — one that pulls back the veil revealing the foundations of the world, where void and chaos continue in their dark and restless motions. Into these depths Divine goodness enters. A mighty bulwark is set forever bounding off a Kingdom of Goodness in a fundamentally dark world.

This is the Mystery of Baptism: we enter these unfathomable waters, we are touched by death's menacing chaos, and we place ourselves into the hands of God .... unto the ages of ages. Here is the decisive act of our lives, incommensurably holy and consequential. We are forever marked as one of His. We are clothed in the white garments of our royal nature, and we are anointed with princely oils. We claim the Light of the World as our own. And we set it upon a lamp-stand for all to see. This is the City set on a Hill. This is the Kingdom of God, which is the company of all faithful believers and heirs through hope of His everlasting Kingdom.



Reflection: Nativity According to the Flesh of our Lord, God, and Savior Jesus Christ
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January 1, 2024 (January 14, Holy Calendar), Christmas Message from His Grace Kyrill, Archbishop of San Francisco and the Western American Diocese

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Reflection: Nativity According to the Flesh of our Lord, God, and Savior Jesus Christ
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January 6, 2024 (December 25, Holy Calendar), Christmas Message from His Lord Metropolitan Nicholas, First Hierarch of the Russian Church Abroad

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Reflection: Nativity According to the Flesh of our Lord, God, and Savior Jesus Christ
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January 6, 2024 (December 25, Holy Calendar), Christmas Message from His Holiness Patriarch Kirill of Moscow and All Rus'

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Reflection: Saturday the Nativity According to the Flesh of our Lord, God, and Savior Jesus Christ
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January 5, 2024 (December 24, Holy Calendar), "The Glory of the Lord Shone All Around Them"

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Did we understand then? Do we understand now? Let us be speechless, then, as the shepherds were speechless .... and with them bear witness to angels singing   gloria in excelsis Deo.






          November 27 (Holy Calendar)

          Sadly, I must inform all of you all that Father Columba has suffered
          a mild stroke. This has prevented him from preparing reflections at
          the present time. We request your prayers during this crucial time.          
          We are hopeful that during the Nativity Fast he will experience
          the healing he needs.

          In Christ through the Most Holy Theotokos,

          Sister Mary Anne



Reflection: Entry of the Most Holy Theotokos into the Temple
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December 4, 2023 (November 21, Holy Calendar), "The Jews Took Up Stones"

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Mary has emptied herself completely. Her mind and heart are open. Her soul receives His healing and illuminating Word. And in this intimacy, in this wholeness, she is not very far from the Kingdom of Heaven.

No so many years earlier, a little girl ascended the steps of a forbidding slaughterhouse. Its altar is routed with deep gutters where the blood of animals flows. On the horns of the altar hang carcasses of dead animals. The entire temple system revolves around these rituals (which Her Son sought to overturn in full-blown rage one afternoon). But today amidst those rituals, and all those blinded by its over-busy-ness, the temple receives the true Holy of Holies, which will have nothing to do with blood sacrifice, but rather the gentle self-offering and obedience to God's love. And from her most pure and chaste person, will proceed the Incarnation of that Love. He will to heal our busy minds, and He will receive our humbled spirits.

"The Jews took up stones" to murder God, we read in St. John's Gospel (Jn 10:31). But this they had already done when they bowed to Babylon-Persia erecting a temple of massive stones attempting to bury the Living God beneath the weight of worldly empire .... and the several, vast empires preceding it. For empire is the exaltation of the world. And blood-letting is its essential display of power.

Yet does God not forget even those lost in the mania of imperial busy-ness. So He sends nearly a toddler whose tender feet will tread its massive floors and steps. Her delicate frame encompasses a power far beyond any potentate: which is purity and obedience and the Word of God.

As for the stones? These always amount to nothing. Soon Her Son, wielding no weapon nor donning glittering armor, will destroy this massive edifice and raise it up in three days.

As He turns His face of love to the world (even to us), His Divine command is simple: empty yourself of unworthiness; fill yourself with the Word of God; and make God's ways your own. For this is the one thing that is needed.



Reflection: 26th Sunday After Pentecost
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December 3, 2023 (November 20, Holy Calendar), "Be Merry!"

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Now living in (or approaching) our eighties, we remember the grave concerns of our parents and grandparents that Christmas was beginning to disappear. Yes, the Church had always worried about the intrusion of pagan influences, feasts like Sol Invictus, invading Christian belief and practice. But this was different, our parents said. For motion pictures and radio were omnipotent genies weaving powerful spells that entranced the human mind. And now with television appearing in every living room, that spellbinding power had been placed at the very heart of the American family.

Most of us did not pay them any mind. After all, did we not see and hear and smell the real and deep magic of Christmas all around us? But as the third decade of the twenty-first century unfolds, we see that their concerns were well founded. What would they say at a world that frowned or smirked at the sincere greeting, "Merry Christmas!"? And what would they make of a new holiday proclaimed for the country having all the potency of Christmas, called "Black Friday"? We even have Black Friday Football!

After all, this new culture asks, what do our lives have to do with God? Our lives revolve around the latest fashions and technologies. Even our genders have become irrelevant as new combinations are invented. Eat, drink, and be merry! For the world is our oyster! And anything we want cannot be so far away!

But suddenly the twinkle of party lights vanish. The music stops. A bright light shines upon everyone and everything. All around are zombified people and a world strewn with refuse. What could this be? What does it mean? And then a voice is heard: "Thou fool! Tonight thy soul will be required of thee."



Reflection: St. Philip's Day / Nativity Fast
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November 26, 2023 (November 14, Holy Calendar), "Look Homeward, Angel"

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The Nativity Fast begins! Somewhere on a hilltop far away and through the centuries, the Incarnate God calls us away from polluted Jerusalem. He commands us to purify ourselves. He bids us look up where Heaven has opened. And He promises that angels will ascend and descend even upon ourselves, the sons and daughters of man.

So let us commence the Nativity Fast with shouts of Glory to God! Let us leach out every toxin in our fasting. Let us give thanks to Him in our every prayer for the possibility of becoming holy. And most certainly let us discard all Made-in-Babylon entertainments. Let us bring our televisions to the town dump. Let us turn off our glowing screens. Let us throw out our glossy magazines extolling consumerism and parading before us the false promises of Babylon and its propoganda. Instead, let us step out into true freedom, walking beneath the skies of high Heaven in the company of God and the Heavenly Host. Let us become "fellow citizens with the saints and members of the household of God" (Eph 2:19). And let us live every moment on earth in expectation of angels or even the Triune God amongst sacred oaks.

And after our journey through these forty days of fasting and prayer, we shall kneel before His crib as Persian religious men did 2,000 years ago. He will give us new life, and He will forgive us our shames. Above all, let us go! Like Abraham let us go out into God's great unknown never counting the cost. For this is the blessing He has in store for each one of us: to be received in His trust and love, Who longs to call us His Friends.



Reflection: St. Philip's Day / Nativity Fast
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November 26, 2023 (November 14, Holy Calendar), "Look Homeward, Angel"

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We might easily imagine what faithful Hebrews thought when they looked upon the Zion Temple. For where the pure religion of Kings David and Solomon had stood, now stands a monstrosity, built under the imperial command of Cyrus the Great. He conceived it as an adminstration building for the Persian Province of Yehud enshrining Persian (i.e., Mesopotamian) values and customs.

In the Gospels, we detect mockery heaped upon the "Jews" (a name arising from their hybrid Mesopotamian religion, Judah-ism). We read of the Lord's disregard of their Persian customs. He and His followers eat the wrong things at the wrong time (Mt 12:1). They do not practice the prescribed ablutions (Mt 15:2). Jesus prepares a parable (of the Good Samaritan) ridiculing the whole premise of ritual cleanness especially when contrasted to the authentically holy (as yesterday's reflection considered). This mockery reaches a high point in 6 A.D. when a group of non-Judeans scatter human bones throughout the Zion Temple rendering the whole place ritually unclean according to Temple belief.

Now imagine the "greatest generation" surveying the America of today. These people, who knew the Great Depression and fought World War II, cherished a certain vision — of wholesome families, of widespread church attendance (73% in 1935), of public prayer in the schools, and who willingly died by the hundreds of thousands during four short years to protect and uphold that vision. What would they say if they looked upon the America of today? For surely the America they knew would be the holy standard just as the First Temple was the holy standard to the Hebrews who rejected Judah-ism.

In this season of purification readying ourselves for Christ's Nativity, let us petition Him. As He had entered human history to gather the Lost Sheep of Israel, we pray that He will also gather those who cherish a certain vision — a vision of wholesome families, of prayer, and of godliness — which He had placed, and still places, in the human heart. Let us purify ourselves really and truly that when the Shepherd calls to us, we will hear His voice (Jn 10:27).



Reflection: 25th Sunday After Pentecost
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November 26, 2023 (November 13, Holy Calendar), The Way Home

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Do you know the "Footprints" poem? It tells of two sets of footprints along a beach depicting a walk with the Lord. When the two sets become one set, the fearful persona of the poem asks the Lord, "Why did You abandon me during times of trial?" The Lord replies, "These were the times that I carried you."

An elderly priest, referring to the poem, told my class in seminary, "This is not Christianity. Christianity is when the solitary set of footprints are yours because you are carrying the Lord." This is the spiritual meaning of Parable of the Good Samaritan. It is an allegory of spiritual journey, of religious traditions, of suffering, and of sacrifice. It asks the towering questions, "Who is the ransom offered for many?" and "Who will offer himself as ransom for the One who is the ransom?"

Such questions might be strange to us, but they were familiar during the first century to all classes of people. Such stories, in fact, were the stuff of moral contemplation and essays written by members of the highest ranks of society.

This parable belongs to a cultural genre which has been mostly lost to us. So we must make it our own, for it is truly a key that unlocks the Scriptures and, therefore, our own spiritual lives.



Reflection: Synaxis of St. Michael and All Angels
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November 19, 2023 (November 6, Holy Calendar), Kingdom of Angels

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Our democracy is determined to make everything and everybody equal. We bridle at the thought of hierarchy. We prefer the idea of everyone setting aside their titles or high offices and "having a beer" with us. Even Jesus, in Evangelical circles, is reduced to "a pal," "a bud," "the guy who has my back."

But Heaven famously is a Kingdom. Here, title or office is indistinguishable from identity. And our part in it is ascent. Our spiritual state is both our position in this hierarchy and our identity, inseparable and the same. "We are what we are before God, nothing more," said the Franciscan saint Anthony of Padua. And the goal of life is for "what we are" to become united to God's "Who I Am."

The Gospels, taken together, could be read as a guide book for ascent. And hierarchy is basic as we read in this morning's Epistle lesson,

  For He has not put the world to come, of which we speak,
  in subjection to angels. But one testified in a certain
  place, saying: "What is man that You are mindful of him,
  Or the son of man that You take care of him? You have
  made him a little lower than the angels; You have crowned
  him with glory and honor, And set him over the works of Your
  hands. You have put all things in subjection under his feet."   (Heb 2:5-8)

The Transfiguration of the Lord is depicted as a transformation from a human state to an angelic white radiance before communing with Elijah and Moses in a sphere associated with Godhood, as we hear God the Father declare, "This Is My Son." And let us not forget that the Holy Trinity appeared to Father Abraham as angels.

Will we enter this Kingdom? The Kingdom is already here. Our entrance finally and forever depends upon our ascent. And our identity? "We are as we are" inseparable from our heavenliness.

Are you heavenly? Am I? This is the question we must ask every morning and every night praying forgiveness for all the ways in which we have failed. The task before us is so simple. "I have set two ways before you, saith the Lord, holy life and the culture of death. Choose life." And if you should stumble, be assured that you are not alone. For He has given His angels charge over us. Embrace this Bright Friend, for your Guardian Angel is privy to your every thought and deed.



Reflection: 24th Sunday After Pentecost
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November 19, 2023 (November 6, Holy Calendar), Radiance of the Ridiculed

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The Disciples ask sarcastically, "You see Yourself in the midst of a throng and ask, 'Who touched me?!'" A little later, we hear that Jesus is ridiculed by those around Him. The Greek word means, "laughed at, mocked." What is going on here? How could these same men who only a few verses earlier asked, "Who then is this Who commands the winds and the sea?!" now laugh Him to scorn?

Our Gospel lesson is one for our times. The Lord we seek to follow and emulate is surrounded by mocking voices and finally persecution. Nonetheless, He commands us to take up our own crosses and follow Him. He instructs us to give a wide berth to an unbelieving world and then shows us how this is done.

For God most certainly is God. He does not wait upon the unsteady faith of fair-weather believers. He does not depend upon the shifting hearts and minds of the many. And He bids us to do the same. For here we shall find no abiding city. Here we will not be received as favorite sons and daughters. Yet, through each trial and tribulation, we may be sure of this: "Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me" (Ps 23).

Let us link arms then, those of us who hear His voice (Jn 10:16). And let us be on our way, two-by-two, and walk the path He has given us to walk in. If it be daunting, if it be dark, then know this: its darkness has nothing to do with ourselves or with Him. We cannot change a world for which He does not even pray (Jn 17:9), nor should we. But we do know this. He has called us. He has instructed us. And He has entrusted us with the only life that is worthy of the name.



Reflection: 23rd Sunday After Pentecost
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November 5, 2023 (October 30, Holy Calendar), "Come Quickly, Lord Jesus!"

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What must one do to lay open his mind and soul to an infestation of 6,000 demons? Small wonder that his life ever after is bound in chains, wedded to the culture of death amongst tombs, and unable to order his mind and enslaved will. His personal character has devolved into swine-nature, for the demons are equally at home in either.

The historical background for the lost Tribe of Gad is a civil war in progress between the Judah-dominated world and its antagonists scattered throughout the Hebrew Levant. It is this faithful Hebrew lifeworld in which Jesus appears. For amongst the tents of the marginalized, God has been born. And the villages and tribal areas He visits, the people He meets and heals, the fault lines on which He boldly stands reveal not only the many dimensions of lost life two thousand years ago, but also depict unerringly our own lifeworld, or I should say "death-world," today.

For the act of rejecting God is not bound by time or culture. It is an archetype, among "the types and symbols of Eternity" (Wordsworth). And its sequelae are unvarying, as immutable as God Himself.

Come, join us, as we contemplate this world that is beyond us and yet right before us. For such reflection is more than edifying. It is our holy duty.



Reflection: 22nd Sunday After Pentecost
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November 5, 2023 (October 23, Holy Calendar), One with the Father

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That Abraham is the father of our faith (Gal 3:6-9) is a commonplace of Christian belief. But I wonder how often we reflect on the profound depth of this cherished idea. In our Gospel lesson for this Sunday, we contemplate Father Abraham to be an iconized image of Father God. The journey of Abraham and Sarah from wilderness to wilderness, erecting altars, planting sacred groves, honoring always relationship with God the Father .... all of this is an image of our Lord's journey on earth. For where One Person of the Holy Trinity appears, the Fullness of the Holy Trinity is Present .... present amongst the Oaks of Mamre in the company of Abraham and Sarah.

We contemplate the phrase "Bosom of Abraham" considering its rarity and the extreme rarity of the word "bosom / kolpós," reserved only for the most sacred moments in the Gospel narrative.

Reading this lesson, we are standing upon holy ground. Let us remove our sandals and sit at the knee of our Lord. For He will reveal such things that are needful (Lu 10:42) and the only things that matter: devotion, humble life, lowliness, and finally One-ness with God as He and the Father are One.



Reflection: 21st Sunday After Pentecost
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October 29, 2023 (October 16, Holy Calendar), Words of Power

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Last week, we contemplated Jesus looking out from Mt. Moreh across the Valley of Jezreel, meaning "the word (or seeds) of God." From this vantage point He could see both the village of Nazareth and Mounts Hermon and Tabor, signifying the breadth and heights and depths of His ministry, earthly and Divine. In our Gospel lesson today, He speaks of Divine seeds again, but this time not in passing, but with focus and deep intention.

As we surmise even from common place-names, the word of God thought of as seeds was a topos of the first-century Levant. It is a central idea in the turn-of-the-century Gospel According to St. John and in the earliest theology of the Church.

Let us consider seed on this day set aside for Divine reflection. And we shall soon realize it is everywhere. As farmers we have learned that the air is thick with many thousands of tiny seeds, most not visible to us. But they are there, packed with DNA, taking root, having their invisible (and then not invisible) effect, taking over whole fields if we are not vigilant.

The same is so with us. We are constantly absorbing, even breathing in, seeds either as words or tiny particles. They find their places within us. They have their effect. Many will take root and grow. It is our mindfulness of God's Presence which will matter in the end. It is our becoming present to the good seed and our cultivation of it which ends up being an essential vocation — to which everyone is called.

Attend! Let us listen in silence to the sower of seed, Who is Himself the Word of God. He has appointed us. And today He sows His seed within us. Each word descends like a bright angel. Attend! For we must not miss even one particle.



Reflection: 20th Sunday After Pentecost
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October 22, 2023 (October 9, Holy Calendar), Whither Thou Goest

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This morning we meet with the Lord Jesus visiting a village on the slopes of Mt. Moreh, called the "Hill of the Teacher," Who He is. Standing on the main street of the village, He sees all around Him personal landmarks: Nazareth just across the valley with its scenes of His earthly life; Mounts Tabor and Hermon signifying His Divine Reality; Mount Carmel in the distance symbolizing the futility of pagan worship, which lately has crept into the temple on Mt. Zion; even earliest scenes from His family album. All these hover before Him. But of greatest importance are the back pages of this family album. These ancient pictures speak powerfully as He stands on this vantage point.

Join us as we travel to the Church of St. Andrew the First-called (Carson City, Nevada) — a rare trip away from the Hermitage. With these faithful, we trek across biblical centuries following the Master. We seek to live out in some small way His greatest teaching. For from the beginning, unto the end, and to the present day, His constant theme is the Kingdom of Heaven, which shall have no end nor knows any boundary.

Our theme today is family. How good it is, then, to take our place in the household of God.



Reflection: 19th Sunday After Pentecost
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October 15, 2023 (October 2, Holy Calendar), Outposts of Heaven

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Two worlds are taught to our children. The first we see and hear everywhere: it is the material history of fossil remains telling a story of ascent from the brutish, short life of our ancestors to the dog-eat-dog world we know today. The phrase "Survival of the fittest" is a suitable caption.

The other world tells the story of a golden age, which has been lost but might be regained. Here there is abundance and sharing and a bond of decent affection. Our children gather that it is a fairy tale. For no one seems to take it seriously.

The Lord God addresses both worlds in His Sermon on the Mount. The practical world of strife and treachery is depicted with the same even hand that describes a world of golden harmony. There is no room here for fairy tales, but, rather, He articulates most urgent and consequential principles.

God has a plan for a world that has wiped out whole cities of women, children, and the elderly with deadly intent in the work of an afternoon. He has a plan for a planet that has destroyed itself with the power of technologies that never contemplated the general good nor ever respected the sacred groves of His shimmering Creation. His plan begins in the heart of each person, and it makes provision for circles of light drawn from heart to heart to heart unto the Kingdom of Heaven. But will we listen to His plan? Will we teach it to our children? And will we finally reverence and respect the incommensurable beauty and goodness of this one-of-a-kind planet, which He has made in a declaration of magnificent love?



Reflection: Protection of the Most Holy Theotokos Ever-Virgin Mary
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October 14, 2023 (October 1, Holy Calendar), "Under Her Mantle"

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Tomorrow we will reflect on two very different worlds living side-by-side, even within each other: the gritty world we see all around us and the Kingdom of Heaven, which mysteriously is woven through it in golden strands. However much we may long for it, our disjointed world will never square with perfect Heaven. Indeed, the place where these forces meet is a dangerous place, as dangerous as the Mountain of God (Exod 19:16:20). And the one attempting to live Heavenly life in a gritty world of predators will be preyed upon.

Yet Christians are called to do exactly this, to live Kingdom-of-Heaven life on earth. This is our prayer every morning and every evening: "On earth as it is in Heaven." St. John enjoins us to live in communities apart from the world that we might be protected from danger.

Nonetheless, we must go into the wild world, the wolfish world (Jesus says), knowing that we are guarded by a mighty Protectress, the Queen of Heaven, whose protecting veil keeps us in safety. In Russian this veil is known as Pokrova, the mantle of protection.

If you should doubt this, then consider a church in Lahaina on Maui surrounded by flames. The buildings all round this wooden structure are burning to the ground, yet danger does not come near to her. The name of this church in Polynesian is Maria Lanakila, translated literally, "Mary, the Majestic One of Heaven," or more commonly, "Our Lady of Victory," the Western Catholic phrase for Pokrova.

Come, let us pay our Holy Mother due reverence on this day when we venerate the One Who watches over us.



Reflection: 18th Sunday After Pentecost
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October 8, 2023 (September 25, Holy Calendar), "At Thy Word"

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The scene has inspired our greatest artists: Witz, Raphael, Bassano, Rubens, to name a few. But the first painter of the Miraculous Draft of Fishes was the first icon writer, St. Luke. Yes, his canvas was rendered in words .... but was no less painterly for that. The scene's brilliance and power so overwhelms that it is easy to lose sight of its place in Luke's Gospel narrative, which is his version of the call of the Disciples, or at least four of them, the brothers Simon and Andrew and the sons of Zebedee, John and James.

They toil all night (read, "all their lives") only to bring up empty nets (read, "spiritual emptiness"). Yet richly present in their ordinary world is the extraordinary power of God. Jesus says to Simon bar Jonah, "Not that side of the boat, but this side": Divine power, always there yet never seen because it is unlooked for, unprayed for, and unsought.

Truly, this scene is about vocation. Vocation is the spot on the earth where things come rapidly into bloom, things come easily into your hand, life becomes filled with grace, and where vacancy is transformed into abundance. But we must stand upon this spot. We must venture "out into the deep," as Jesus advises Simon. Otherwise, the Divine power God has waiting for us will never be seen and never be felt.

Join us today as we venture out into the deep. We pray that this will mark a beginning, for Divine appointments await us all. And the adventure of our lives always lies just ahead.



Reflection: 17th Sunday After Pentecost
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October 1, 2023 (September 18, Holy Calendar), "Cosmic Drama"

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Jesus and His followers have trekked the long distance to Phoenicia. The Disciples are on edge being so far from their well-regulated culture governed by God's statutes. The more raucous Gentile world around them in the seaports of Tyre and Sidon would have been unnerving with the public drunkenness of sailors, prostitution, and the practice of magic found in all such cities. A Canaanite woman approaches. Her fragrance, her ornaments and amulets, and her immodest dress scandalize them. "Make her go away!" they implore their Master.

What's going on in this brief Gospel narrative? Is it simply a display of Jesus' kindness? Some have said, including the Primate of the Episcopal Church, that it depicts Jesus overcoming His learned racism (yet another instance of poor Bible translation and secularist theology).

Much more, however, is present here. But we will not understand it until we grasp Jesus' primary instrument as a teacher, which is drama. Jesus is not a philosphy professor articulating principles. He is not a theoretician trafficking in abstractions. He is God. And God's primary method in communicating with us is to set great dramas before us.

A great drama has been prepared for us, prepared from the foundations of time. One of its ringing lines is to take up our Crosses, to journey to a place of exectution. "How terribly odd and off-putting!" many have said as St. Paul recounts.

But that is only because we have misunderstood. We have misunderstood Him. And we have got His drama, prepared for our salvation, all wrong.

Please join us as we begin a trek to Phoenicia and from there sail on, sail on into holy waters of a distant land .... called the Kingdom of God. Only from here will all things be understood. And finally we will have fulfilled our most grave obligations to the God Who made us.



Reflection: Exaltation of the Holy Cross
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September 27, 2023 (September 14, Holy Calendar), "I Call You My Friends"

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For me St. Gregory the Great's most memorable exhortation is

"Be friends of God!"

In four syllables is summed up the entire program of Christian life. In His long leave-taking, Jesus singles out friend to signify the fullness of union with God (Jn 15:15). Something very great, then, is expressed when Jesus declares,

No longer do I call you servants , for a servant does not know
what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for
all things that I heard from My Father I have made known to you.

The alternative to "friend" is "slave" (doûlous, as we read the underlying Greek). Yet the mature Christian is to become him- or herself a fellow with the Lord (Kúrios) and with God the Father. A friend signifies the mature son coming into the fullness of Divine adoption, joining in colloquy with God, and more appropriately called kúrios, i.e., lord or king, himself. Here is the end point of the way of the Cross. "We who have given up everything, what shall we receive?!" Peter demands to know in a moment of choler. And Jesus replies, "You shall be kings."

The road of His long leave-taking leads to a Cross which reads, "Jesus of Nazareth, King ...." Here is the life-giving Cross: a coronation, a holy sign of friendship with God, and a consecration in the highest of heights, as even the pagans would have agreed.

This path and this Cross are unfamiliar, even alien, to many who style themselves Christian. Yet, it would have been instantly recognizable to those who followed Jesus of Nazareth, ideals even cherished by the pagans, who presided over a crucifixion they never wanted.

Let us join together in a journey back to the first century, for these ideals are in the very air they breathed, even from Britain to Damascus.



Reflection: 16th Sunday After Pentecost
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September 24, 2023 (September 11, Holy Calendar), Buried Talents

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      For the Kingdom of Heaven is like a Man traveling to a far country,
      Who called His own servants and delivered His goods to them.

Like the stumbling servant from this morning's parable, most of us neglect our talents, even bury them under life-subtracting diversions. Indeed, the phrases "buried talents" and "hidden talents" are commonly heard. Do we mean to say that there's a connection between human talents and bricks of gold? Yes. This connection is explicit. And today's parable is about the creation of mankind, the gift of life, the God-given talents with which we are endowed, and what we do with the gift of our lives. Indeed, the Greek text explicity links the "goods" from our quotation to the Last Judgment.

A "far country" likened to "the Kingdom of Heaven," an anonymous "Man," His "call" to His servants, and fabulous gifts explicitly linked to a lifetime of striving. All of this awaits us in a mysterious parable that uncannily speaks directly and vividly into our own lives. And there is much more.

Truly, this week's Gospel reading awaits us like a Divine appointment. For that is what it is.



Reflection: Nativity of the Most Holy Theotokos
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September 21, 2023 (September 8, Holy Calendar), "Born of a Virgin"

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We are exiles, "poor banished children of Eve" in the words of this ancient hymn. We are separated from our true home, which is figured by Eden. Perhaps, the beauty of our earth is not so remote from it. But a winter of discontent has descended. It is a noxious atmosphere arising from our ancestors — Eve, Adam, Cain, the Ante-diluvians, Noah, Canaan, Ham and countless others. The garden is blasted on account of their brokenness, and the ground is hard as stone.

Nonetheless, from the conception of a never-fading Virgin, from a birth immaculate as our own, a certain fragrance is detected. It is a familiar scent. We know this scent from the deepest recesses of our racial memory. Her birth has roused its long slumbering within us. It is the fragrance of the morning of the earth, of the utter east, of the pristine shore which will be warmed by the first life-giving beams of the new sun.

The interior woodlands, long covered in opaque frost, now turn to crystalline glass encasing branches and twigs as warm currents flood in. A sound of droplets is heard. Green shoots begin to appear. And the smell of new life is borne on a mist that swirls through every orchard, holt, and meadow.

The world, long dead, begins to stir with expectancy. For in her birth a sign is given. In her birth, Creation is renewed. She is the pristine grass upon which Heaven's dew will appear. Whence arises this dew? It did not fall as rain from the sky. It did not spill from a passing bucket. Its purity is incomparable and complete unto itself .... and will nourish a hard and thirsting world: living water from within springing up into everlasting life.



Reflection: First Sunday of the Church Year / 15th Sunday After Pentecost
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September 17, 2023 (September 4, Holy Calendar), "In Different Worlds"

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Here on the first Sunday of the New Year, we are brought back to basics. We must ask, who are we, where are we going, and where do we come from? If a non-Christian inquirer (and there are many millions in the U.S. today) were to ask you, "What is Christianity?" what would you say?

This morning's Gospel lesson forces us to confront the basics of Christianity: the why and when of the Incarnation, the contexts for Jesus' teachings, the basis for our rituals of worship, and (though we shy away from the subject) how we are different from the many groups who describe themselves as "Christian." As we say, we are forced to confront these fundamental questions though we cannot hope to cover them in depth .... though hyperlinks appear throughout the text of the reflection.

The Gospel passage before us today is generally misunderstood. Only by digging into the underlying texts — the text used by the Pharisees and the different text used by Jesus — is this particular Scripture unlocked. But when it is unlocked, all things become obvious, even crystal clear. And this crystal clarity goes to the heart of who we are, where we are going, and how we are to get there. Let us start the new year heading down this promising path, for soon we shall see the Patriarchs and angels and all the company of Heaven.



See Also:

Reflections from Church Year 2023-2024

Reflections from Church Year 2022-2023

Reflections from Church Year 2021-2022

Reflections from Church Year 2020-2021

Reflections from Church Year 2019-2020

Reflections from Church Year 2018-2019

Reflections from Church Year 2017-2018

Reflections from Church Year 2016-2017

Reflections from Church Year 2015-2016